Salutations fellow Earthlings.
Tis I, the great Conqueror Marissa. It's about time I come on here and update y'all on my what's ups and how I'm doin's. I mean. I did move two months ago. I would've posted on here sooner, but let's be honest.. I just didn't feel like it. To be fair, I've been busy with settling in, training and taking care of Niko and my new job. So you can't exactly blame me. Well, you can, I guess. But you shouldn't.
Cause I'm cool.
Let's begin, shall we? Okay. (I feel like I should just make a video for this because I don't even have the motivation to type right now. But I'm too lazy to make a video. So I'll stick to typing.) For starters, I actually finished unpacking my room for once, and it's completely done. Everything is where it should be. The room downgrade is really bumming me out though. Mainly because I don't have the room to add anything else. Which I suppose is for my own good because I won't spend any money on things for my room, or even clothes for that matter. (Psssh. I still buy clothes. I just stuff everything in my drawers and force them shut.)
Also Starbucks is a really awesome company to work for. You get benefits for working part-time, you get real decent hours, you get tips, and the work is so busy that time flies by super fast. And before you know it.. you're going home.
Where to continue.... Oh yeah. So my brother is currently in the process of buying a house. And I've been getting fairly restless lately, and I hate my parents. Normally I don't fret this badly about how annoying and uptight my parents are. But my brother gets to leave. He gets to be free and be an adult. I can't. And I probably won't be able to for a long time now, simply because I don't have the money or the proper job to be able to support myself. And this makes me so upset. I know it shouldn't, especially since I'm only 20. But I can't help it. I've dealt with my parents for so long, and now that we're here in Arizona and I have nowhere to go but home.. I just can't stand them anymore. I want to get out, no.. need to get out. You guys are lucky you get the freedom you do. I'm not allowed to. If I don't text my mom every half hour, she freaks out and thinks I was kidnapped. If I don't tell her where and when I'm going somewhere, she freaks out. I'm done. I'm losing my mind. I want my own place. I want to feel like I have my own space.
Besides that, everything is okay I guess. I'm super bored and lonely all the time because have nowhere and nobody to hang out with. I've started to write again just to get my mind off of being trapped, and its kinda helping. I'll hopefully have chapter 3 of my wattpad story up soon.
Anyways I'm getting too lazy and all my motivation to post has long since passed. So there.
Love you always,
Marissa
