I Just Want To Go Home

I really just want to sit down and cry. It's not that I'm swamped with projects and papers (although I do have one for Music Appreciation that is due May 9th) it's just that I have two and a half weeks left and I want them to be over with. Don't get me wrong, I love it here. The people are great, and I'm going to miss Connor like there's no tomorrow. I just miss home, my family, you ladies, and my dog. And I'm not even sure what I want to do with my life anymore. I want to do something that I am passionate about, and I don't know anymore if that is chemistry. I've been thinking, and Connor has been helping me brainstorm lately about what I could do instead. I've always found psychology fascinating, but I think I'm too emotionally unstable to be able to help others with their issues. I loved the anatomy class I took last year, so I've been considering becoming a coroner, the only thing is I'm 90% sure I will have to go to medical school for that, and I don't know if I can afford it. I've also toyed with the idea of becoming an English teacher, like you've been thinking about Marissa. I mean, I love books to death, and you all know how excited I get when we get into conversations about them, and it brings me joy to see others get excited about reading as well. And I like critically thinking about books. I used to hate it, but over the years I really began to enjoy it. They have a good program for people majoring in education here too. That was actually what Platteville was originally; an education and mining school. If any of you have any ideas, feel free to share in the comments please. Lord knows I'm open to suggestions.

Other than my quarter-life crisis, nothing too crazy has happened besides today being Connor and I's six month-aversary. We celebrated yesterday because he has to work today. We made mac-and-cheese and had a picnic outside, then watched movies last night. It was fun and relaxing.

Oh! I cut my hair. Yup, I finally did it. Whacked ten inches off on Wednesday. I'm not able to upload a picture, so you will just have to wait to see it. But, if you simply cannot wait, text me and I shall send you a picture. Connor and I went together, and he got his cut too. The lady cut his way shorter than what he wanted, so he's not happy with it, but I still think he looks handsome. :)

I suppose I can post the music now.

Here's one from Panic! At The Disco. I'm starting to get into them now. This video is strange, but not in a creepy way, just in a dream-like way, if you know what I mean. Actually, I kind of wonder if they weren't on something when they made this video...

I love John and Hank Green, so here's a song off of Hank's album that will be released sometime early May.

This next song is off of Paramore's newest album, and I think it is my favorite song by them.

This next song is off of Ingrid Michaelson's newest album. It's a homage to Robert Palmer's music video for his song "Simply Irresistible". At first I was a bit confused, but after watching Robert Palmer's video, I realized she was just doing a gender-swap thing. Anyway, I like this song.

Alright, well, I think I'm going to grab some food and do homework outside since it's pretty nice out today, so I shall talk to you all later.

Love,
Sara