Thursday, July 18, 2013

Woop.

Hey ladies. This is Marissa. (:
So, I don't really have anything interesting to say. I just really needed to tell someone this, and I know you all would be the best to tell. I couldn't tell my parents because they don't even like the fact that I'm in a relationship and they would just put me down if I said anything and get mad at me for even talking about it.
Anyways. So Luis and I haven't exactly been connecting lately and it's been throwing us off balance. When we first started it was amazing. I was able to talk to him and our conversations were endless. You all know I have social anxiety. So the fact that I could connect with this boy and actually talk to him was just.. it was perfect. I was happy. We were happy.
And then my parents told us we were moving. Luis got upset and didn't know if we'd be able to make it. I told him we'd be fine. So we remained together. But as our time together in Rockford grew short we began to lose our connection and we'd argue just about every night. There were many times I almost gave up. But then I remembered how we were. And how close I felt with him since we met. So I trudged on with our relationship, but I grew more awkward around him, and I didn't know why, and I ignored it. We were fine when I moved.
A couple days ago Luis finally opened up to me and told me something he'd never told anyone before. I accepted him still. I told him I didn't judge him and never would. He told me I was amazing and loved how I could just accept him for who he was. We were happy again. But today, he told me we don't talk enough, we've lost our connection, and that he doesn't like our circumstances as far as my parents go. Or that when we both start work and college we won't have enough time for each other. It doesn't help that lately I've gotten more nervous around him and it's getting harder and harder to talk to him, to strike up conversations. I started crying and told him we'd make it through, as we always have. But he told me he didn't think it was enough to just make it through. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose the boy that broke through my social anxiety and connected with me in a way I didn't know any guy could.

Sorry for the depressing post. I had to get it off my chest, and like I said, my parents are only going to be judgemental and yell at me, saying that Luis is a terrible person. Anyways, if you're reading this, thank you.

With love, Marissa.

I 'm fine

Hey everyone :)
The truth is these last few weeks haven't been that great.  I've been going through some family problems and I'm stressing a bit.  I have to force myself to eat and I find it hard to sleep at night. It's even harder to get up in the morning because lately I don't have the energy.  But if you were to ask me if I were okay.I'd say  "Yes I'm fine".  Just because I know I will be. I've been through worse.  My dad always told me that even though life gets rough, don't cry because crying make everything worse.  I use to be a big crybaby then. :) Other than that, I'm quite excited for college.  I thought that I'd be nervous but I'm ready for it.

Love, The Little Panda

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

When Boredom Sets In...

So, ladies, I've been wanting to write another blog entry for a while now, but I have absolutely no idea what to write about. After busting my brains for a while, I decided that I would just show you guys a story (it's very short) that I had written a few weeks ago when I was bored. So... here goes nothing, I guess.



All I can hear are gasps emitted from my own body as I struggle for the precious oxygen that I can't seem to get enough of, and the steady thump of my feet hitting the pavement. The rest of the world is eerily silent as I sprint down the middle of an old street completely riddled with potholes. I glance around at the gray, lifeless buildings covered with gaping holes where windows and doors used to be. Nothing living inhabits this desolate town, not even a single sprig of grass.

After taking in my surroundings, I decide to stop running. I lace my fingers behind my head as I slowly pace in the middle of a once-hectic intersection, wondering why I was even running in the first place.

"Where am I?" I cry out into the empty sky. I cease pacing and turn around in frantic circles, panic beginning to bubble up in the very center of my being.

"Must stay calm, must stay calm," I chant quietly to myself as I try to slow down the quickening of my heartbeat and stop the trembling in my hands.

Suddenly, movement in the clear, pale blue sky catches my eye, and I stare up at the object, trying to determine what it is. As the object comes closer at an alarming speed, more appear in my line of sight, and, in horror, I realize what they are.

"This can't be real. I have to be dreaming, or hallucinating, or something," I whisper shakily. I had only ever seen pictures of these daunting, flying contraptions in storybooks as a child. Tales of these machines and the monsters that controlled them were told among friends in the dead of night to make each other scream. Many people don't even believe they exist, while others claim that they have witnessed landings and were the victims of testing and experiments conducted by these monsters.

Shaking myself out of the shocked stupor I had fallen into, I dash into the crumbling building that is the  closest just as the first aircraft releases mysterious objects from the sky. Once inside the building, though, I realize that I may as well be standing out in the open with all of the holes that are in the walls and ceiling. Panic starts to return, clouding my brain, as I think about how all of the other buildings are just as decrepit, and that it will only be a matter of time before they find me.

"Think!" I groan, grabbing the sides of my head and squeezing my eyes shut. I force myself to relax and clear my head in order to make better sense of the situation. I realize that my best bet of concealing myself is to go underground, and the quickest way to do that is to find a basement.

As thumps and incoherent yells signal the arrival of the creatures from the aircrafts, I frantically tear through the abandoned building, whipping open doors that are just barely clinging to their hinges until I find one that leads to a set of stairs going down. With the sound of my own blood pumping echoing in my ears, I slam the door shut behind me. Unfortunately neither the door's lock nor the light switch are functional anymore. I race down the rickety wooden staircase, blindly searching for something to barricade the door with. I hear loud voices speaking in strange tongues and banging overhead when I run into what feels like a metal chair. I nearly tumble over it in my hasty search of the room. I grab the chair and navigate my way back to the stairs. Upon finding them again I stumble up them and desperately try to position the chair in order to keep whoever-or whatever-had come out of the basement. I then run back down the stairs and throw myself under them as I hear heavy footsteps right above me.

Hugging my knees to my chest, it then occurs to me: why are they even here if this place has already been destroyed? What's the point of coming back? But just as suddenly as the question pops into my head, I realize what the answer is. These creatures are naturally destructive and violent. They want to come back and view their mess, make sure that they got the job done. Obviously they didn't properly execute their mission if one of them caught a glimpse of me, now did they?

A jangling noise erupts above me and I realize that it's the door handle shaking. They are trying to get in. I hold my breath in an attempt to stay as silent as I possibly can. a voice yells something that has a commanding air to it, and the jangling noise ends. The footsteps slowly fade away, and I let out the air that was pent up  in my chest. Everything becomes as quiet as it was before, and I close my eyes and lean my head against the cold stone wall behind me.

When I open my eyes next, I am laying on a cold, stainless-steel table. There are beeping noises coming from several machines that I am hooked up to via wires stuck all over my body. Surrounding me is a group of figures clothed in white with surgical masks hiding their identities. The only part of their faces that I can see are their eyes, which have a successful sort of glint in them.

"Congratulations 3324, you've passed," utters one of the figures in a muffled voice.

"I passed?" I ask, not sure if I heard correctly.

"Yes, you've passed," confirms the figure.

Relief washes over me like a comfortably warm breeze. My body slowly begins to relax as it releases the tension I didn't know I had in my shoulders and back.

"That was the final test in your training," says the figure, unhooking me from the wires and machines. "It was meant to test your ability to think under pressure and deal with the lack of weapons and resources. You did well."

"Thank you," I reply, sitting up on the table and swinging my legs over the side.

"So now, 3324, that means that you are ready to take part in the invasion of Earth."



With love,
Sara

Friday, July 12, 2013

Hey everyone :)


So this is my first post and I'm not really sure how to blog.... we'll see how this goes. J

Anyway, I thought I should finally talk about college (a subject I've been trying to avoid for.... I don't know, quite a while now). Truth is, I'm not sure I'm ready to leave for college. Last year at this time I was totally stoked to go away to college and experience something new and exciting. But now, all I want to do is pretend it doesn't exist. I'm not ready to leave my friends and family for long periods of time. I've been told I'll make new friends when I get there, and I know that's true, but that period in between leaving and feeling comfortable there is going to be really hard.

I suppose I should tell you that I'm going to Aurora University just in case any of you lovely ladies didn't know, or possibly forgotten (it's okay, it happens). The campus is beautiful and the class sizes will be small, which is a good plus. I have only really talked to two people who will be going there, one is actually going to be a Junior there this year and the other will be a commuter. I just got the news a couple days ago that not only will I have to worry about one roommate liking me, but I have two roommates.... I have no idea why I was put into an expanded room instead of a standard room (fits two people) but the letter did say that I was first on the list to be moved to a standard room if one becomes available for me. But you have to wonder how many people they told were first on the list to get moved. But anyways, I was terrified enough that I didn't know what one roommate would be like (will I get stuck with some crazy chick who does weird stuff, or will I, for whatever reason, be stuck with a girl who flat out hates me), now I have to worry about two roommates. I have yet to contact either of them because I'm not really sure what to say. I also convinced myself that it might take them a little longer to get their room assignments since they live in two different states. But I'm pretty sure they have gotten them by now...

Sometimes I'm able to accept the fact that I'm going away in 40 days (I'm not the one counting...), but mostly at night I start to get upset thinking about how, in 40 days, I won't be here. There's a part of me that wants to believe that I'm going back to East in the fall. That I'll be going into the auditorium again to clean or whatever. Or going to Miss Okey for advice. Listening to Mrs. Powers read or go on about something, anything. But I know that's not true. I just have to find a way to accept the fact that I graduated and I'm leaving for college soon.

Painting my brick in the auditorium was a bittersweet ending. But somehow it didn't feel real.
But I guess I'll leave it at that. I promise my next post will be more uplifting. :)

-Rachel

hi ;)


omg look at that sloth


look at him


what a cutie


double sloth


looong neck sloth


sloth bear


mossy sloth


why did the sloth cross the road?


to strangle your cat


on my way to steal yo girl


on my way to slaughter your family


hows it hangin


this sloth is not real i thought it was but sadly it is not


thats one giant leap for slothkind


omg breakfast


upside down sloth


sloth is tired of your crap


sloth is just tired


sloth cuddle


you wish you had a love like this


d'aww


thoughtful sloth


i just..no. he might be dead im not quite sure


this ones definitely alive


how can you not be seduced by this


thats not a sloth thats javert he doesnt have time for seducing


hes strangling your cat again


look he finally crossed the road!


he spun his head around like an owl 
is anyone else horrified by this????


i wanna stay single forever and let my hair flow in the wind as i ride through the glen, firing arrows into the sunset


oh god its sloth girl


have a ryan gosling with a sloth how sexy


he didnt choose the thug life
the thug life chose him


this has officially gone too far


what the..no.


im so done with this


even obama's done with this


YOURE NOT SUPPOSED TO WALK LIKE THAT


thats horrifying


aww stahp it youre making me blush


nope


thats it


here have this half naked diver showering for your troubles


hey look a hedgehog


-Alex
i fricking hate u all
- sabrina

Six Flags

Alright guys so im Gonna be sending Everyone a Text about this Tomorrow but i figured i Should put it on Here too cause im Thinking about it Right now (2am is my thinking time). Soo here's All the info and Stuff for Six Flags:

I've thinking we should either go on August 6th (Tuesday) or August 8th (Thursday). I chose weekdays because it'll be less crowded then, and i thought Tuesday would be better than Thursday cause who really goes anywhere on a Tuesday? But both days will work, whichever is better for you guys.

Ticket prices are a little bit on the expensive side. They're $41.99 if you buy online at least 3 days in advance, $46.99 without buying in advance, and $63.99 at the gate. Parking tickets are $22, so we're gonna try to take as few cars as possible (I don't think we'll need more than two) and I don't know how everyone feels about splitting up the parking ticket and gas costs, but if anyone can chip in that'd be great.

It's about an hour and 40 minute drive to Gurnee, which is near Chicago, about 70 miles. The park opens at 10:30am and closes as 9pm so we should leave no later than 8:45am if we want to get there before there are crowds. And then we'll have the whole day to hang around the park.

I'm not 100% positive if we can bring food into the park? Anyone know? I'm gonna call and see. Because food can be expensive there so we can just bring lunch instead.

There are water rides, so bring an extra pair of clothes or wear a swimsuit underneath if you'd like (or go naked, whatever). Extra pair of underwearr???? If you pee yourself on rollercoasters......

Ummm i believe thats about it for right now. Let me know if i missed anything. I'll be sending a text out tomorrow too if you guys miss this.



Stay beautiful.


-Alex