Thursday, March 19, 2015

Awaiting Mass Destruction

TOP OF THE MORNIN TO YA. 
I'm waiting for my class to start, so I figured I'd post something. SINCE EVERYONE ELSE HAS DECIDED TO NEGLECT THE BLOG. JERKS.

These past few months have taken a toll on me. There's so much that I have to deal with. And my mom is getting mad at me because I haven't packed all that much yet. I haven't had the timeeeee. When I'm not working, I'm at school. When I'm not at work or school (which is never), I have piles of homework to do. If and when I get a day off, which hasn't happened in three weeks.. I want to sit on my butt and just not worry about anything. I don't want to pack. I don't even want to move for that matter. I've avoided telling my parents that I don't even want to move, solely because my dad is happy working in Arizona now. His boss is super nice to him, and my brother even got a better job as well. They're happy out there, I don't want to rip that from under their feet. Besides, I can just use my time in Arizona to get myself rolling on my own two feet and hopefully begin my career as a writer. (Hopefully the solitude will help me adjust to a schedule to begin writing of any kind). And my parents are getting me a dog. Which my mom is trying to dissuade me again because she thinks my new dog will get attached to everyone else just like Popsicle did. UMMM NO. Nobody will touch my puppy until he/she learns who their mother is. If they do, I will murder their faces. I want somebody to attach myself to while I'm out there. My sister is there for sure, but she works all the time. Plus, I feel like endlessly seeking her attention will annoy her to the ends of the earth. So I'd like to get a dog whom will give me unfaltering love and affection. 

Furthermore, most of you know by now who Joe is. I feel like I should elaborate because it seems like he just popped out of nowhere from what little details I've shared. Okay.. anyways. Joe is my coworker. He was hired back in December, and we never really talked all that much back then. We were both just keyholders and would only work together every so often. Quite recently however, we've been working more together and it's just been a blast. We joke around and poke fun at one another, and it's all around my ideal situation at work. It wasn't until recently that Joe began to seem more interested in me. (I feel like I should add that he got divorced from his wife, whom were married for ten years, and that he's 28 years old. Eck.) When I first met him, I honestly had a crush on him. He's a super good guy. He's really nice, funny, and understanding. But then I learned he was 28, and I pushed myself away completely. I still joked around with him, sure. But I sort of avoided anything more intimate than just being friends. (Ask Alex, I was frantic about texting him because I wanted it to be casual and friendly, and I'm not the greatest at realizing when I've flirted with someone.) But somehow, things escalated. And Joe admitted that he liked me. At this point I was both flattered and upset. I didn't know what to do. Hell I still don't know what to do. It's not everyday a 28 year old who was recently divorced admits he has feelings for you. I never actually told him that I liked him back. I still haven't even mentioned it. But he's kinda assumed that I do since I didn't deny it. Don't get me wrong.. I really do like Joe. Even maybe romantically. Who wouldn't? But he scares me. He honestly frightens me. This older, cute, and nice guy who shares a lot in common with me actually likes me. It's unnerving. I don't know how to react. I don't know if I should pursue his interest or to just push it away entirely. I'm moving, so nothing good would come of pursuing it, and I wouldn't want to hurt him by just leaving if something did happen. But I also don't want to hurt his feelings by turning him away, plus there's the fact that we have a scary amount of things in common. In general I feel like myself, as well as increasingly happy when I'm near Joe. And I feel safe, as well as comfortable around him. 
Yesterday though.. I started to panic because things were definitely escalating. I mean.. Joe had technically pushed me into a date with him. (Well.. pushed isn't the right word. He offered, and I didn't technically tell him no.) So we're going to Portillo's tomorrow. After that he wants to hang out for a bit and be nerds. Wooo. This was all well and fine.. Until I started to feel trapped. I wanted to scream because I didn't want to get stuck in a relationship again. Luis officially scared me of relationships and I don't want to feel that amount of stress and pressure to please another person again. So I think I've decided to talk to Joe and pursue a slower pace. I do like him, I'm just not ready for anything yet. Besides, I'm not entirely sure if my feelings for him are real, or if they've just come about because he's interested in me. So.. a slower pace should settle out my fears and concerns. We'll see how it goes from there.

Anyways, this has gotten super long. But my point has been made.
Until next time I feel like sharing my thoughts,
Marissa <3

Friday, February 6, 2015

TWO-OH-ONE-FOUR

Marissa here! Really should be doing homework. But you know how it goes. I'm not really sure what I'm doing right now, so bear with me. DONE.

Did you have a resolution last year and did you keep it?
My resolution from last year... I don't exactly remember what it could have been. It probably had something to do with Luis, and probably losing weight. Neither went according to plan, I'd say. But it's all well and covered with buttercream frosting.

Do you feel bad about not keeping it? 
Not in the very least. I probably should feel some remorse for either subject. But I've been to hell and back. So nope.

Favorite song: 
Honestly, my favorite song has to be My Dear by Matty Mullins (Video down below). 18 by One Direction is also one of my favorites as well. 

Most annoying/least favorite song: 
Oh dear. This one has to go to Fancy by Iggy Azalea. My mom absolutely loves this song. BUT IT DRIVES ME UP A WALL I CAN'T STAND IT.

Favorite actor/actress: Actor-
Mmmmmmm. Colin O'donoghue of course. O' Captain. My Captaaiiiinnnnn. I know that I technically didn't meet him until 2015, but daaammmn. I can't just pick anyone else. YELL AT ME ALL YOU WANT SUCKERS.




Actress- 
Jessica Lange for sure. For those of you who don't know, she's the main evil lady from American Horror story. She plays every part she does so well. And I just love her so much. 


Celebrity crush, or anyone in that realm of people you don’t know but desperately feel the need to touch (can be more than one, I understand):
MARKIPLIER.

Something new that you got into this year: 
I got into quite a few things this year. It's been a hell of a ride. For example: I expanded my realm of music to chillstep, some dubstep, and other things like that. (If you don't know what chillstep is, I highly recommend it for homework.)

Something that you moved away from: 
Does being desperate for a boyfriend count? I kind of got over the idea that I NEED one for survival. I kind of just want to do me right now. I mean, if a cute guy adored me and wanted to hold my hand, I'd be silly to turn him down. But I'm not waiting in the rain anymore. I'm more worried about me at the moment. 

Favorite movie:
There are so many that I absolutely loveeeeddd. TFIOS for sure is one of them, as well as Mockingjay. If I had to pick a favorite though.. I'd say Guardians of the Galaxy. Groot is absolutely adorable. 
Favorite artist:
MATTY MULLINS.
Favorite book: 
I read way too much last year. Ermmmm.. Lets just go with Eleanor and Park. OOOHH. And Anna and the French Kiss. They were both really awesome books to read! 

Book(s) you still want to read: 
Fangirl. I'm currently starting it too! So let the adventure begin! 
I also have to read the Maze Runner series..

Favorite video game/video game moment:
Being the total nerd here, I'm going to say Pokemon Alpha Sapphire. My favorite video game moment is when I found my damn horse in Skyrim after searching for it for like two damn weeks. STRAIGHT. Stupid horse was not where it was supposed to be. 

Best thing you bought:
Ah crap. I came up with this damn question and I don't even know how to answer it. My laptop! I totally forgot I bought my laptop last year. And I'm currently typing on it. I do believe I am an idiot.
^^^^^^^^^^(last two courtesy of Marissa <3) THANKS ALEXANDRIA> LOTS OF LOVE MY POTATO.

Favorite fictional character: 
My all time favorite fictional character is Link from the Legend of Zelda. We've had many spectacular adventures together. We even bonded once more through several more games in 2014. 

TV show?
In 2014, I started so many damn shows. The top three that I absolutely have to mention are: (INSERT OBNOXIOUS UNNEEDED DRUMROLL HERE) Sherlock, Dexter, and American Horror Story. They were the light in the dark tunnels of stress.

Favorite class: 
Definitely English 102. There were so many people in that class that tried to get me to talk, and it was cool that they acknowledged my major in English. They all did the best they could to help me with it. 

Favorite teacher: 
Johanna Cummings. She was my English 102 professor. I love her because she was always encouraging me to break my anxiety shell, and she helped me with anything I needed. 

Favorite thing to do/hobby:
Binge watch. For hours. AND WE ALL WONDER WHY I HAVEN'T GOTTEN ANYWHERE IN LIFE YET.

Prefer to be in high school or college? 
College. I enjoy the free time I have in between my classes, and it's just a lot more.. mature. Plus the material covered in my classes is far more informative and interesting compared to my high school classes.

Favorite moment of school this year:
I don't really do much at school.. and I can't really think of anything relevant o say here. So.. let's go with my first time getting soup at my school. WE HAVE SOME DELICIOUS CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP. 
What do you miss most about high school/what do you miss least(still relevant I suppose)?
I feel like I"m repeating everything I said last year.. But the thing I miss the most from high school is having classes with you lovely ladies. 

Is Pocahontas a princess?
I'M JUST GOING TO SKIP THIS QUESTION BECAUSE YOU ALREADY NO MY DAMN ANSWER YOU WENCHES.
Who has inspired you the most this year (can be someone you know or don’t know)? 
Ermm... Errr. Emmmmmmmmmm. This is going to be super lame, but the person who kinda inspired me the most this year is myself. I talked through things with myself every night and let myself know that I can get through everything, no matter how hard it is. If I had to expand my thought spectrum, I'd have to say Alexandria. She was always there for me when I needed something or advice of any kind. 

Something that gave you hope for the world: 
My favorite Youtubers. The select few that I do watch actually give back to the community and donate to charities. They often hold events to raise money to donate as well, in which they involve their fans/subscribers to jump in and join them.

What has this world come to??
A BLACK HOLE OF DESPERATION AND CONFUSION AND HELL
Any paranormal experiences: 
Not that I can remember.. The only thing I ever questioned was when my brother's cat was staring at my wall for a whole five minutes. But she's not the brightest crayon in the box. So not really a big deal.

Show us a picture of something you created!(I don't even know why this is still here) 
I will totally upload a picture of the lampshade I painted. JUST GIVE ME A FEW DAYS TO GET THE PICTURE ON MY LAPTOP.

Favorite quote: 
"Don't be a salad. Be the best goddamn broccoli you could ever be!" -Pewdiepie

Guilty pleasure: 
Eating a whole bag of Reeses in one sitting. IT HAPPENS MORE OFTEN THAN YOU THINK. BUT I DON'T FEEL GUILTY ABOUT IT. DOES THAT COUNT?

Absolute favoritest moment/event of this entire year: 
Getting to the climb to the drop in Hades with Alexandria (whilst in the first car), and singing What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction. Yup.
Worst moment:
The worst moment was the day after Luis and I broke up. Honestly, my life felt completely empty. I wasn't quite sure what to do with myself at that point in time. So I laid in bed for almost the entire day and just.. cried. But then I got up the next day and moved forward. 

Thing that got you through the rough patches (can be a song, quote book, movie, person(s), etc):
For sure Alexandria. You helped me through so much. Thank you.
And also baths. I liked to sit in the bathtub, relax, and just cry. It sounds really depressing, I know. But it always helped me through everything.

Song that makes you feel good every time: 
Girl Almighty by One Direction. THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY. 

Bad habit you picked up: 
Giving up. Does that count? I would give up on almost everything I did. I always felt like I could never do any better.

Place you wanted to visit the most: 
Arizona. I miss my home, to be honest. I miss my sister, and I miss my cacti. They always.. stuck.. on me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAKJBFBFFBFFHFBHCCASDFANFUFIF.

What's your proudest moment?
When I gathered my courage enough to get on Hades. HIGHLIGHT OF MY ENTIRE YEAR. ITS QUITE SAD NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT.

Emus or ostriches? 
This year, I'm going with ostriches. I recently watched a video about ostriches.. and they're quite.. fancy.

Person you were close to before, but grew away from: 
My brother. This doesn't technically count because I kinda grew apart from him when he met Sarah. But now that he's 21 and can drink.. he doesn't really want to hang out with me at all. He leans more towards his friends who will drink with him, and not his loser sister who won't even take a sip of alcohol. 

Any dreams that stuck out (like actual sleeping dreams):
I don't remember any of them! I know I actually told you guys quite a few of them though.. so YOU ALREADY KNOW.

Thing you wish you could change about this year:
Honestly, I wouldn't change a thing. Everything that happened helped me grow as an individual, and I feel better about myself because I made it through everything.

Something you would never change:
Who I am. Luis tried to change me quite a few times, but it would never happen. I love who I am and I have to say I'm a pretty chill person. 

Thing you wish you could change about yourself: 
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I AM WHO I AM AND I LOVE IT. (Although I could settle for losing my double chin. Lol.)

Thing you wish would have happened, but didn’t: 
My nephew coming over for Christmas. I was so excited to see him.. But plans got cancelled and I never did see him for Christmas. 

Someone you wish you would’ve gotten closer to:
Nobody, really. MARKIPLIER. MY BOO. I got pretty close to everyone this year. But I do wish I had at least met someone I adore (either from youtube or or one of my shows, or one of my bands). It would've been cool to talk to one of them.

Someone (or more than one) you did get close to:  
I got pretty close to all my coworkers, and I feel as if I got somewhat closer to all you guys. 

Something new you learned this year: 
I learned that ducks have corkscrew penises. Thanks Sara. It will stay with me forever.

Tell me a story, any story:
Uggghhhhh. Too lazy. I gotta think about this one.

Favorite selfie! Sounds lame, but it’s good to look at yourself and be happy with what you see:
I really loved my costume, so definitely this one.

Favorite moment while hanging out with friends: 
The entire Dells trip. ALL OF IT. I LOVED EVERY MOMENT. ESPECIALLY THE AMAZING COOKING WE DID AT THE CAMPFIRE. 

Favorite moment with family:
Pretty much all of Woodhaven. It was especially fun when we brought Chris with us and I got to hang out with him all weekend like the awesome Aunt that I am. 

Favorite holiday:  
Christmas. I loved Secret Santa for sure. That was a hell of a night. (:

"Holy canoli that was unexpected!" moment: 
That would be when I actually enjoyed going on Hades. And the continuous amounts of times I wanted to keep riding it. Holy Canoli.

Any news stories or worldwide events that left an impact on you?
Not realllllyy. I don't watch the news, as I said last year. I kinda prefer it that way. DON'T JUDGE ME.

What career path were you considering?
English and Literature. Aiming to be a writer, as most of you know. I just need to get on my ass and write some more. 

Something you did that you've never done before?
Um.. Um... UMMMMM. I can't say go on a rollercoaster cause I've been on one before. I can't think of anything legitimate to put here. WEARING A THONG. THERE WE GO. I STARTED WEARING THONGS.

Something you did that you'd never do again?
DATED A DOUCHEBAG. This is getting really aggressive. Haha.

Something you wish you would've done?
Gone to a One Direction concert. I totally wanted to go see them live last year, but the opportunity never came up for me to go. *Sad face* 

Do you feel you are the same person you were when you started the year?
Definitely not. I feel a lot more mature and more self satisfied. I love who I am now, and I appreciate everything a lot more than I used to.

What's changed/what hasn't?
My self-image changed a lot more than anything, and my lust for chocolatey goods hasn't change in the slightest. CHOCOLATE IS LOVE. CHOCOLATE IS LIFE.

Favorite conversation(if you can remember it): 
I can't even remember what I had for breakfast. I remember when Alex and I had a conversation about Evan Peters from American Horror Story. It was probably about how cute he is. 

Any days that were absolutely perfect and didn't go wrong?
I feel like a day that I slept all day fits perfectly here. For one, I slept all day. And for two, there wasn't a chance for anything to go wrong.

Did any of your goals change?
I suppose so. My goals went from: BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND. To: LIFE, ME, FRIENDS, AND WORK. (:

Would you consider this a good or bad year, overall:
I'd say it was a pretty damn good year. There were a few ups and downs, but overall it was pretty satisfying. 

One word to sum up 2014:
BITCHES

Any regrets?
Not really. At least none that I can think of. Maybe denying that Luis was a douche?

Any resolutions for 2015?
Do me. Simple as that. NOT IN THE SEXUAL WAY YOU PERVERTS. THAT'S JUST SOMETHING I ENJOY ON THE SIDE. 

Hopes/goals for 2015:
Hopefully figure out what to do with me life and find the inner Buddha within me to discover the secret to world peace so that I can bring it forth unto the world so I become deity of the world. This way I can make my way to the top and dominate the world and make you all my infinite slaves forever. You will be treated well as slaves. I will feed you and love you and give you ice cream if you are good. But if you are bad I will make you take a time out in the corner. So don't forget the Reeses. And at this point if anyone is still reading this, good job. I'm proud of you. I shall now tell you a recipe for snakes. Just kidding. Nobody wants to make a snake. That's ridiculous. 

I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. If you are looking for ransom, I can tell you I don't have money. But what I do have are a very particular set of skills; skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you. If you give me Reeses now, that'll be the end of it. I will not look for you, I will not pursue you. But if you don't, I will look for you, I will find you, and I will kill you.

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

2014 survery answers

I thought I might as well do this tonight seeing as I'm spending New Years Eve home alone. So here gos




Did you have a resolution last year and did you keep it?
 
If I did it probably was to get a boyfriend but that obviously didn't happen
 
Do you feel bad about not keeping it? 
 
I mean, there's nothing I could do about it. I'm only half of it.
 
Favorite song: 
 
Sticks and Stones by Jonsi
 
Most annoying/least favorite song: 
 
I still can't stand that Lucky song
 
Favorite actor/actress:
Actor- Johnny Depp
Actress- Jennifer Lawrence
Celebrity crush, or anyone in that realm of people you don’t know but desperately feel the need to touch (can be more than one, I understand):
 
I have a bit of a crush on Thomas Brodie-Sangster who played Newt in the Maze Runner (was also in Doctor Who and Game of Thrones, voices Phineas in Phineas and Ferb)
 
Something new that you got into this year: 
 
The Walking Dead comics
 
Something that you moved away from: 
 
Let go of high school
 
Favorite movie: 
 
The Fault in Our Stars (we're talking about favorite movie that came out this year right? Cuz if its of all time then its We Bought a Zoo)
 
Favorite artist: 
 
My Chemical Romance
 
Favorite book: 
 
That I read this year right? Its between The Maze Runner series and Papertowns (not sure if I read that one this year or last...)
 
Book(s) you still want to read: 
 
Eye of Minds by James Dashner
The Endgame by James Frey
A lot more...
 
Favorite video game/video game moment:
 
Favorite game this year is possibly Skyrim
 
Best thing you bought:
 
Skyrim since I  wasted the most time on it
 
Favorite fictional character: 
 
Didn't get too attached to characters this year other than Newt.
 
TV show? 
 
Ugh. Doctor Who or The Walking Dead
 
Favorite class: 
 
Environmental biology
 
Favorite teacher: 
 
Haverly
 
Favorite thing to do/hobby:
 
Does Netflix count?
 
Prefer to be in high school or college? 
 
This year I prefer college
 
Favorite moment of school this year: 
 
Meeting Will
 
What do you miss most about high school/what do you miss least? 
 
Most - Less stress and theater
Least - The Drama
 
Is Pocahontas a princess? 
 
Duh
 
Who has inspired you the most this year (can be someone you know or don’t know)? 
 
John and Hank Green
 
Something that gave you hope for the world: 
 
Nerdfighteria
 
What has this world come to?? 
 
Since I've taken Haverly's class I'm kind of just ashamed of how wasteful we are with resources.
 
Any paranormal experiences: 

I feel like I had one but I can't remember it...
 
Show us a picture of something you created!(I don't even know why this is still here) 
 
I don't know why either, Alex.
 
Favorite quote: 
 
All you really need is just twenty second of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of embarrassing bravery, and I promise you something great will come of it.
 
Guilty pleasure:
 
Pinterest
 
Absolute favoritest moment/event of this entire year: 
 
Seeing the Rocky Mountains. I still can't put that feeling into words.
 
Worst moment:
 
I don't want to talk about it.
 
Thing that got you through the rough patches (can be a song, quote book, movie, person(s), etc):
 
Alex
Thank you.
 
Song that makes you feel good every time: 
 
Same as favorite
 
Bad habit you picked up: 
 
I don't think I picked one up but I did get rid of the habit of playing with my hair after I cut it
 
Place you wanted to visit the most: 

I still want to go to Ireland
 
What's your proudest moment?
 
Good question...
 
Emus or ostriches? 
 
Emus
 
Person you were close to before, but grew away from: 
 
I don't think anyone..
 
Any dreams that stuck out (like actual sleeping dreams):
 
I don't remember any
 
Thing you wish you could change about this year:
 
The way the year ended
 
Something you would never change:
 
Going to Colorado with my mom
 
Thing you wish you could change about yourself: 
 
My depression
 
Thing you wish would have happened, but didn’t: 
 
Does the boyfriend thing count?
 
Someone you wish you would’ve gotten closer to:
 
This girl in my lab class
 
Someone (or more than one) you did get close to:  
 
Will
 
Something new you learned this year: 

We're killing the planet faster than we think o.o
 
Tell me a story, any story:
 
This guy I work with swears I'm in a fight club because of my wrist brace and aggressiveness.
Sorry, I just don't really have a story.
 
Favorite selfie! Sounds lame, but it’s good to look at yourself and be happy with what you see:
 
Its not really a selfie but its my favorite picture of me.
 
Favorite moment while hanging out with friends: 
 
Anything in the Dells
 
Favorite moment with family:
 
Lazer tag with two of my cousins last week
 
Favorite holiday: 
 
My birthday was probably the best this year, does that count?
 
"Holy canoli that was unexpected!" moment:
 
I knew it was coming but I still had this moment when Hank Green walked out on stage and he was literally like twenty feet away it was so cool.
 
Any news stories or worldwide events that left an impact on you?
 
I was pretty upset when we all found out Robin Williams died
 
What career path were you considering?
 
Was considering theater, now I don't know
 
Something you did that you've never done before?
 
Rode the train by myself to Chicago
 
Something you did that you'd never do again?
 
Carry the Christmas tree up the stairs by myself
 
Something you wish you would've done?

Oh you know, travel to Europe..
 
Do you feel you are the same person you were when you started the year?
 
Hell no
 
What's changed/what hasn't?
 
Favorite conversation(if you can remember it):
 
I don't remember a specific one
 
Any days that were absolutely perfect and didn't go wrong?

Every day in Colorado and the Dells with you guys
 
Did any of your goals change?
 
Figure out what the hell to do with my life
 
Would you consider this a good or bad year, overall:
 
It was good to a point, and then shit happened.
 
One word to sum up 2014:
 
Eye-opening (I don't care if its not supposed to be hyphenated) 
 
Any regrets?
 
Yeah
 
Any resolutions for 2015?
 
Same thing as goals
 
Hopes/goals for 2015:
 
Feel better about life

Saturday, December 27, 2014



Hiiii. It's that time of year again. When Alex gets super nosy and into your business. I posted this early so you guys had more time to get it all done. It's honestly just a little unreal how fast this year has gone for me. I remember when I returned to school after getting off of winter break at the beginning of the year. It seems like so much has happened since then but in such a short amount of time. I remember asking myself at the beginning of the year, "Will people still say hella in a few months? Probably not." And yet, here I am still, thinking everything is hella rad. Which is just a poor example of how fast this year has gone, but it's been such an eventful year. So, to sum it up, I've posted this survey again. I've modified a few things,  but it's just so hella rad from before that a lot of the stuff is the same. Okay, so I hope everyone has had not necessarily a great year, but at least a memorable one because the important events in our life, whether good or bad, are the ones that shape us and push us to be better.

Okay, here we goooooo...

Did you have a resolution last year and did you keep it?
Do you feel bad about not keeping it? 
Favorite song: Fuck.HOW WHAT WHY DID I PUT THIS ON HERE FUUCK IM SO SORRY.
Most annoying/least favorite song: 
Favorite actor/actress: Actor-
Actress-
Celebrity crush, or anyone in that realm of people you don’t know but desperately feel the need to touch (can be more than one, I understand):
Something new that you got into this year: 
Something that you moved away from: 
Favorite movie: 
Favorite artist: 
Favorite book: 
Book(s) you still want to read: 
Favorite video game/video game moment:
Best thing you bought:
^^^^^^^^^^(last two courtesy of Marissa <3)
Favorite fictional character: 
TV show? 
Favorite class: 
Favorite teacher: 
Favorite thing to do/hobby:
Prefer to be in high school or college? 
Favorite moment of school this year: 
What do you miss most about high school/what do you miss least(still relevant I suppose)? 
Is Pocahontas a princess? 
Who has inspired you the most this year (can be someone you know or don’t know)? 
Something that gave you hope for the world: 
What has this world come to?? 
Any paranormal experiences: 

Show us a picture of something you created!(I don't even know why this is still here) 
Favorite quote: 
Guilty pleasure:
Absolute favoritest moment/event of this entire year: 
Worst moment:
Thing that got you through the rough patches (can be a song, quote book, movie, person(s), etc):
Song that makes you feel good every time: 
Bad habit you picked up: 
Place you wanted to visit the most: 

What's your proudest moment?
Emus or ostriches? 
Person you were close to before, but grew away from: 
Any dreams that stuck out (like actual sleeping dreams):
Thing you wish you could change about this year:
Something you would never change:
Thing you wish you could change about yourself: 
Thing you wish would have happened, but didn’t: 
Someone you wish you would’ve gotten closer to:
Someone (or more than one) you did get close to:  
Something new you learned this year: 

Tell me a story, any story:
Favorite selfie! Sounds lame, but it’s good to look at yourself and be happy with what you see:
Favorite moment while hanging out with friends: 
Favorite moment with family:
Favorite holiday: 
"Holy canoli that was unexpected!" moment:
Any news stories or worldwide events that left an impact on you?
What career path were you considering?
Something you did that you've never done before?
Something you did that you'd never do again?
Something you wish you would've done?

Do you feel you are the same person you were when you started the year?
What's changed/what hasn't?
Favorite conversation(if you can remember it):
Any days that were absolutely perfect and didn't go wrong?

Did any of your goals change?
Would you consider this a good or bad year, overall:
One word to sum up 2014:
Any regrets?
Any resolutions for 2015?
Hopes/goals for 2015:

Hope you guys had fun with this again! Put as much (or as little) as you'd like and add anything else you want. Get creative and add pics and videos and have fun with it! Hope everyone had a good year and 2015 is even better!
Alex <3

Sunday, November 23, 2014

Coffee is my life-blood

Not sure if any of you (besides Rachel) are still reading the blog, but I suppose I'll still post for this week.

It's official. I have become a coffee addict. I seriously have to have a cup of coffee every morning, otherwise I get grumpy and I get this awful headache (caffeine withdrawals). I have become so much of a hot drink addict, that yesterday I ordered this Supernatural mug off of HotTopic's website. It says "Supernatural. Join the Hunt" on it, and Castiel is on it too. And the best part is when you put hot liquid in it CAS'S WINGS APPEAR.

I have been extremely tired all the time lately. It's weird. I haven't changed my sleeping habits from the rest of the semester, but maybe everything is just catching up to me and hitting me harder than usual now.

I'm borrowing one of my friend's Pokemon Emerald games, and I just beat my first gym leader yesterday. ROXANNE CAN SUCK IT.


AND THAT LITTLE SHIT STANDING NEXT TO HER IS WHAT CAUSED ME TO HAVE TO TRY THREE TIMES TO BEAT HER. BUT I FINALLY TRIUMPHED.

Anyway, hmmmm..... I bought my first ugly sweater yesterday too. The chemistry club is having an ugly sweater Christmas party, so I needed it for that. It's red and white and kinda weird.

So I come home Wednesday for Thanksgiving, but I can't leave until 5 because I have to give a speech for my speech class, which runs from 3-5. My poor professor tried canceling class so that she could spend Thanksgiving in New York, but the department said that she couldn't cancel because campus doesn't close until 5 (which is when the class ends). And she can't cancel it quietly without them knowing,  because they are going to be watching the classroom to make sure she has class.

I think I'm going to end this on that note.

Love,
Sara