Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas

Hey ladies, Merry Christmas <3

I thought I'd make some sappy Christmas post just to let you know how much I love every one of you. I'm gonna insert a video here for any one who's using a computer and can multi task.

Anyways, it's not exactly been a good year. There's been a lot of stuff going on and  quite frankly, none of my holidays this year have gone well at all. But I want you all to know that if it weren't for you ladies and Julian this year, I don't know where I'd be right now. I just couldn't have gotten through this year without you ladies and him. I love you so much and I consider you guys as a second family.

Remember the Santa years? Where you went to bed all excited, waited for the reindeer on the roof, a sound in the living room telling you: Santa's here! But you never heard anything (possibly) but when you woke up, the cookies were gone, milk glass empty, and presents from Santa under the tree. And you thought (maybe) wow he was so quiet! I missed him! That was the magic of Santa.

I remember one year all I wanted was a stinking Barney Banjo. That's all I wanted. My parents wanted me to keep believing in Santa, but.... the Barney Banjo's weren't sold anywhere in Rockford... so my dad ended up going to Chicago to get me this annoying toy. So I still believed in Santa. Years later when I had grown out of the Barney Banjo, my grandparents took it so my little cousin could play with it when they came to visit.... she ended up hitting my older cousin in the face with it... Ahaha... it was a really hard toy.

I just thought I'd share that.

I miss the old Christmas's where my family used to come down from Wisconsin and spend Christmas day here and my parents and I would go over in the morning. I had so much fun back then. My great grandmother would even make it down too.

It's getting late and Santa is coming so I think I'm done for the night. So:

Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good-night

I guess this is going to be another annoying post from moi

Hey ladies!!!
Guess we are all back in town huh. Even though i haven't heard from some people. I wont mention names. hhh hmm. Nevermind ill mention one, SARA. Just kidding Sara still love you, and i understand you have been quite busy. With all your finals. Talking about finals, CAN YOU GUYS BELIEVE WE HAVE FINISHED OUR FIRST SEMESTER OF COLLEGE; INCLUDING MARYANNE!!! Still love you Maryanne :) Alex was able to tough it out in Chicago without getting herself in a situation as Johnston mentioned, but not without overloading on coffee. Hahaha. I loved how you referred to it as "jet fuel." Thankfully i only came to rely on it once. So ive been building a lionfish, Yup a lionfish. Not the best lionfish made out there but its hopefully enough. If its not then oh well. My fingers hurt from carving out the shapes of the fin and i dont need to start over. I yelled at Maryanne and now i feel bad. Her heavy criticism did help me in class, but this time all i wanted to hear was that it looks close to the real thing. I just want to get it done. Talking about lionfish reminds me of the show Tanked. I really love that show, i love the colorful fish placed into these creatively designed tanks and i wonder if i could ever come up with an idea like those on the spot. Lets be realistic here, my projects may look good (yes im bragging but i dont want to hurt anyone. ive seen some of your drawings and they are amazing!!! I wish each of you showed me more often.) but it takes me forever to come up with ideas. And to admit, my dad has helped me with that my entire high school art years. Well back to what i was going to say. I watched an episode yesterday where Brett and Wayde built a dunkin donut shaped fish tank. Now that thing was amazing. Ill try to look for a picture, and i apologize for my bad grammar.


 Well here it is. Somewhere below. Doesnt that look appetizing?! Just reminded me of alex... i mean Alexandria... as she is calling herself now. Reason why? Idk only she does. Well i just wanted to post something, ill include more Tanked pictures of some of my favorites. IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED THIS SHOW YOU MUST AND I MEAN TRY TO WATCH THIS SHOW. NOT ONLY DO THEY BUILD TANKS THEY PLAY HILARIOUS PRANKS ON EACH OTHER. I GUESS THAT IS WHAT THEY GET FOR BEING BROTHER IN LAWS. BUT REALLY ITS AN AMAZING SHOW. I GIVE IT A 10 OUT OF 10!!!
 
OH before i forget, i have finished the divergent series. It was great overall. Kind of want to find the author to hold a "gentle" conversation about some aspects throughout the entire series; but it was good overall. For those of you who are reading keep reading and for those who havent then start. We have to watch this movie!
ttyl, G

Well. Ummm. Hi

Hey you guys, it's been months since I've written anything and I feel bad because you guys post everyday and this is only my second :b.  Anyways I've been staying up all night watching Supernatural, it's an unhealthy obsession.  

I guess since Marissa told her bully story, I might as well tell mine.  When I was still living in the Philippines, I didn't have many friends; in fact I had one. I tried being friends with the other kids but they wouldn't be friends with me because I looked different. I had huge soulless eyes, as Marissa puts it, and a boy hair cut.  Now there are very few memories I have when I was very young; one being of my skin ripping off in a bike accident.  But the worst memory, I still have, is of kids constantly throwing rocks at me and calling me awful names.  I was only three years old. I couldn't fight back against kids who were twice my size and age.  And my only friend would always get into fights.

 Well that's enough sharing lol

Anyways I think I might diabetes now. I been baking like crazy and apparently I can't leave my cookies lying around in my house anymore.  Stupid housemates.

I've also been cleaning my room...for two days now.  OMG I swear I develop a case of ADD whenever I try do anything productive.  I also found out I have an unhealthy attachment to my books. I have elementary books that I'll never read or use again, but NOPE! They all have a special meaning (rolls eyes).

 Oh! Hey! Guess who I had a dream about last night. Jared. It was weird because it was his birthday apparently.  But I'm not telling you guys the whole dream because it was weird .... So yeah. Well. Bye.

 Little Panda

Falalalala lala la la

Laaaddiiees. Ladies.
Have I ever told you how much I love this blog? Seriously. I love it. 101 posts? That's amazing!
Anyways. There's a few things I never told you guys. Don't worry, its nothing bad. I just remembered that I never really told you guys much about what I felt last year, or what I did.
So, here we go.
You guys remember John right? Yeah. That buttface. Anyways. So, when Bycha told me that John liked me, I was kinda like.. awed. Somebody actually liked me? I never really noticed John before. Let me roll back in time for a minute here. Ha.. Roll. Makes me sound like a fat kid shaped like a bowling ball just rolling around everywhere I go. Back on track.
In middle school.. I'm sure Alex remembers some of this. I used to get made fun of a lot. Kids would tell me I was ugly, and they would pull jokes on their friends and me by saying that their friends wanted to go out with me. Haha. Very funny guys. No, that shit is scarring. I never really had confidence in myself. Nobody ever truly liked me. Except for Shilo, but that little snot was crazy rapist stalker liking me. Literally. He would just.. watch me. It was creepy. He actually asked me to marry him at one point.. AAAAANNYYWWAAYYS. So yeah. John liked me. Although I didn't share the same feelings, it still improved my confidence to see that someone actually held interest in me. That probably seems like a stupid reason to date someone, but for me it was a legit reason. But.. it didn't feel like an actual relationship to me. We never really tried to get to know one another. Every night when we talked, it was only about stupid stuff that didn't matter. And he never called. Not once. He only texted me. That's not very fun, is it? So when he told me to kiss him, and held me from going to class until I did, it just pissed me off. So I gave him a dumb peck and left. You don't tell a girl to kiss you if you don't get to know her first. It's not a relationship if you don't include yourself and your feelings into it. John, you silly boy. This is why I broke up with you. You just seemed to care about the image of me, but not the real me. I was a scene chick, right? That's why you liked me. The image. Or atleast that's what it seemed like with how much you tried to get to know me.
Now, a couple months later, my mom, my brother and I were driving. And we spotted Luis and his younger brother Angel walking. My brother wanted to stop by and say hi. Soooo... we stopped. Luis immediately caught my attention, and he just kinda looked at me. Then he smiled. I blushed and looked down because of the retard I am. And that was it. He smiled at me. Then that very same day he got in touch with me through xbox. I thought it was cute. We talked and talked. And he called me. He actually CALLED me. And you know the first thing he did? He asked questions about me. He wanted to get to know me straight off the back. That's how you do it, John. Just saying.
Anyways. So when Luis and I actually hung out for the first time, we watched Sleepy Hollow together in my basement. He cuddled with me. It was weird. And before he left, he tried to kiss me, but I backed away and blushed like hell. He smiled and understood that I was scared. Then about a week later, we were saying goodbye on my front step, and he just kissed me. Just like that. It was amazing. Luis was my technical first kiss, and it was amazing.
Okay, I'm done with the sappy stuff. Stream of consciousness time? I think so.
Have you ladies ever watched the show New Girl? If you haven't, I immensely recommend it. Its funny as hell, and its so cute in the second season. There's extremely hot guys in it too. The main characters aren't too amazing themselves, but there's this children's doctor named Sam, and oh lord. What a cutie.

Now that I look at him, he is kinda dorky looking. But whatever, he's still a cutie.

Here's another cutie. He's an extreme dork, and I love him.

Seriously ladies, if you like raunchy comedies, this is a really great show. I started it last week and I'm already almost done with season two. If I had more time I probably would have finished it by now.

I'm so excited for the Secret Santa/Ornament party. I just.. I'M SO EXCITED. AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT. LET'S JUST HOPE MY PERSON LIKES THEIR PRESENT CAUSE IF THEY DON'T I'M GONNA RUN THEM OVER WITH A SEMI TRUCK. A VERY BIG SEMI. AND THEN STAB THEM CONTINUOUSLY.
I'm a very violent person.. I think I need help.

DO YOU SEE THIS THING? THIS THING GAVE ME NIGHTMARES. THANKS DOCTOR WHO. I APPRECIATE IT. I THINK THIS IS WORSE THAN THE WEEPING ANGELS. THOSE SCARED THE POOP OUTTA ME, NOW YOU THROW THIS SHIT AT ME?
You ladies need to watch Doctor Who. Seriously. I don't think you understand the love I have for this show. Rachel, you agree with me, I'm sure. I JUST. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT. I DUNNO WHAT I'M GONNA DO WITH MY LIFE WHEN I FINISH ALL THE EPISODES. I MIGHT JUST THROW MYSELF IN FRONT OF A BUS. I'M NOT SURE YET.

Wow. This is probably horribly long. Woops. I love you ladies!
Buh-bye!
-Marissa

are those crickets i hear?

Hello?
Anybody home...cricket cricket cricket
No.
OK well im enough for you guys. Who doesn't appreciate this person? Hmm. So I'm waiting for my chemistry final to start. Fun. And I wanted to be a chemist. Yup. Guess I'll have to search for my chemistry passion again since I'm thinking to major in it. A chemist? Yea. Make potions woohoo, I mean chemicals. So........................................................................................................................................................................................................................oh wait I got.......................never mind.................................................so who is enjoying the weather? It makes you want to chill in a bath full of nice cold ice cubes with glass of lemonade. Hell no! We need a hot peppermint mocha and to hide underneath a large pile of blankets. Hibernate the rest of our lives! Well goodbye, going to see if my prof is in so that I start my torturous exam. Yay! Wish me luck guys.
Love G

hello fellow human beans

Hi. :) I'm really excited right now and I feel the need to post. So buogiorno mes amis! It's probably just the coffee (aka jet fuel). And I've had a really great past couple of days. I thought this week was going to be horrible with 12 papers to write on top of studying and everything, but a lot of great things have happened that have motivated me and kept me happy. I wanna go skip around campus, tossing flowers into the air. Like the weather??!!! I'm loving the foggy rain. And I've adopted an imaginary friend who always sits beside me and keeps me positive and working. I swear I'm not losing it! I feel more sane than I have for most of the semester, so I'm not going crazy; he just really helps. Plus, it's not super late, so I'm good. Just, life! and love! and coffee! I'm loving it all.

And I'm really excited for winter break. I might just spend a couple days at everyone's house because I wanna kiss all of your faces so much and cuddle you in your sleep and spin you around until you see stars.

This has been one of the most difficult, rewarding three months of my life, and not just because of the workload. In my life outside of the classroom, as well. For me personally and with all of my relationships: with you guys and my family. I feel like we've all been through so much individually in such a short period of time and that's only made it more intense and rough. We all deserve a massive break and a night of just chilling out and talking. Or not. I just really like talking. Oh! And you guys gotta remind me about the jars! The jars are gonna be fun. I think I'm gonna throw a house party when break starts. I now understand why college kids party and drink so much.

Here have this half-naked ghost guy punching out your virginity.

byeeeeeee 

Alex