Where is everyone? I wanna hear about nothing. I love nothing.
Ah hell. I guess now its a nerd post.
It's behind me isn't it?
Yeah. Thought so.
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Gus was killed by a... zombie?
Don't worry, Tallahassee saved him.
And they lived happily ever after.
The end.
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John Green makes it really easy to find funny pictures of himself. Thank you.
I feel like this explains everybody on Tumblr....
Hank also makes it really easy....
Yes Hank, it is completely okay.
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He's perfect.
I love his reasoning. I love Robert Downey Jr. End of story.
But Jensen's like:
And Jared's just:
So Jared is all:
And then there's Misha...
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I can see you.
Oh shit.
Don't listen to him, he's a bit sour is all.
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Nearing the end of this not-supposed-to-be-nerd-post and I wanted to point out this amazing
woman
who
went
from
this
to
this
to
this
finally
to
this.
I am sooooooo happy for and proud of Emma Watson. I mean she graduated yesterday from Brown University. She went to school and filmed movies, promoted all this great stuff, stayed out of trouble and drama, and graduated whilst doing all that. I can't imagine that plate load. I'd bury myself in a hole before I took on all that. She is my perfect role model and I love her for that and I literally cried when I saw her graduation on Tumblr last night. Emma Watson everyone. I applaud her always.
Well here I am using my mom's laptop to write to you guys. Why? Because mine is a piece of shit. Hard drive crashed for the third time and when I finally got it back, the internet won't work for it. It says its connected yet no internet. So its back at the shop. I just want to chuck the piece of unreliable shit at the wall and be done with it.
Yes, I'm going to talk about Julian again, but mainly to get my thoughts out to make sense of them. Yesterday as I'm walking home from the carnival at East I got a text from Kim and ended up turning around and going back. I met her up at the third floor gym, and Julian was up there working the NHS booth. I'm not sure if he saw me, but there was no hello. I went with Kim down to the pit for the art show (where I saw some of the outfits Rey wore to prom... those were interesting). She had a sculpture in the show and wanted to show me (yes it was pretty cool). I then escorted her back to the third floor gym (I got my workout for the day). This time he saw me, but to wrapped up in all his other friends to even say hi. And when he finally did, it was a quick hi and then something about going somewhere and that was it. But it got me thinking of all the times I've been with him and his friends, and it makes me realize just where I stand with him. And it makes me feel like horse shit. I'm the outsider when I'm with him and his friends, and he usually ignores me; too busy right? I don't know about you guys but when I bring him or anyone else who doesn't know you guys with us somewhere, I make sure to include them; hell I stick with them most of the time. If Kim or Cassy are there, they make sure they're not forgetting about me. But him.... I'm gonna use a line from Once Upon a Time here. When he looks at me, I see nothing in his eyes. Like he doesn't even care. But that changes the minute its just us. Is it because he has no one else to entertain himself with? Or does he actually care? Whatever it is, its bothering me.
The seven months of gameplay for Skyim is also gone. I wanted to see something at the beginning and thought if anything, I could make a new save file so it wouldn't save over my probably over a hundred hours of gameplay. Well it did just that, and now I have to restart from scratch when I was probably almost done with the game. Gone just like that. Poof.
I finished finals on Tuesday and I go back for my theater class in four days. I really don't want too even if it is just building sets for three weeks.
I need to remember to go to RVC's graduation today... Brooke and I have to sing.
It's just not been a good past couple of weeks. I cannot begin to explain how much I'm looking forward to Marissa's house next weekend. Marissa you're awesome. So is everyone else.
I've been listening to Hank Green's new CD Incongruent and as much as some of the songs are really weird, I still love it. I really want to go see him in concert, but the closest he's getting is Denver, Colorado. I still want to go though.
Speaking of music, music from the TFIOS soundtrack. I wanna add so many of these quotes to my book and it's sooooo beautiful. AND I'M GOING THROUGH THIS PICKING OUT SOME QUOTES AND I NEARLY START CRYING BECAUSE I CAN BARELY SEE MY ALL TIME FAVORITE QUOTE IN IT AND IT'S JUST PERFECT.
Sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage. Jus literally twenty seconds of embarrassing bravery and I promise you, something great will come of it.
I hope y'all are still wanting to go to the midnight premiere of this cuz I know Sara and I do.
I think (think) the last thing I have to say is that because of my freaking laptop, I have not been able to work on camping. My mom practically lives on this thing and the only reason I have it right now is because she's at work. Hopefully I'll get a working laptop back today or next week, and I can start working on it again.
I'm not sure when the next time I'll be on is, so au revoir.
Hot guys. Hot guys everywhere. I CAN STARE AT THEM AND LOOK AT THEIR ASSES NOW.
I guess thats a form of coping... right?
Anyways.. speech. Im in speech class.. waiting for it to start. And I'm bored. So now I'm going to ramble on to you ladies about weird shit.
So.. I've realized just how bad my anxiety is. Even though I'm completely done with everything for school for now.. I'm still worrying. I dont enjoy things anymore. I just started two new games on xbox.. and its not the same euphoric feeling I used to get when I played games. I used to play games all by myself and enjoy them so much. But then the douchebag came into my life. And now playing by myself is just.. lonely. Plus I seriously dont know how to enjoy myself anymore. I think I'm just gonna drive around today after school. Maybe make myself look good. Go shopping. Just.. do anything and everything. But avoid work. I'm not going to five below. Its only going to make me anxietal about working. So.. yeah. I really need my birthday weekend. Im hoping my new manager didnt lose my request to take off.. because fuck them and I'm not working that weekend.
I just started watching Being Human the other day. I gotta say.. that is one thing that truly distracts me. I'm actually excited to keep watching it. You guys should try it. c:
I wanna hate Luis so bad. All he has been doing since we broke up is making me feel worse. Not intentionally.. but I still want him to realize that what he is doing is only hurting me more. There's this chick Gabbi. She used to flirt with Luis and send him pictures and stuff while we were dating. That pissed me off. I asked him if he would be alright with not talking to her anymore. He said it was fine. And what do I keep catching him doing? Yup. He made me extremely fucking paranoid. He was LYING to me. It wasnt fair. And now that we're not dating anymore.. guess who is on xbox with Gabbi every fucking night until like 5 am? Whore. I swear.
Anyways. Rant over. Bye. (:
Hey ladies!!!
Almost there. So I'm on here to vent again. Well not vent just opening up. As Sara said, making a choice concerning a major is the difficultest thing I have to do. So this upcoming fall practically all my classes are math and science. This semester I took gen chm 2 and I feel like I wasted an entire semester looking at slides and all these mathematical problems but didn't learn a thing. I dont even know why we would use such equations!!! I think the only part of the class that held my attention was rates of reaction. I did well on that test. In addition to that if it were not for the extra credit I have my grade would be pitiful. It embarrasses me just thinking about it. I guess the profs teaching style didn't work well for me. So here I am sitting on my bed in the worst mood. I am currently trying to decide if I should continue onto organic chm or take another math class instead. The modern linear algebra one. I still love chm but idk if its what I want to do. I want something with math but I don't want to teach. I have no problem with teaching its just that I want to do something else with math. Why? Why? Why must this be so hard?!
Another option would be to take engineering classes and go for a degree in mechanical. After working on the robot it doesn't seem like a bad choice. Ugh. I guess only I can make a decision. I should talk to Baldwin and ask her about chemistry. If she believes in my ability to pass organic then I might go ahead and take it. If she says that it will require me to know all of gen chm 2 then I'll have to reconsider. I wonder if my prof would have curved the grades if there has not been any good grades in there. Who knows. I'm done for now.
Love, G
Okay, so I realize that this really isn't early, but you don't understand. I have an entire hour to kill before my first class. And I am completely dressed and ready to go. This NEVER happens. I usually have my bed lofted, and my alarm clock is within arms reach so that I can turn it off quickly and hope to not wake up my roommate. This, in turn, makes me lazy and I take forever to get out of bed, so I set my alarm for earlier than I need to. Well, I have to return my loft this Thursday, so her parents came to take the futon that is under my bed, and to help take my loft down and bunk our beds. Now my bed is on the other side of the room, and I have no where to put my alarm clock, so it is across the room from where I am sleeping, so when it goes off I have to climb off of the top bunk and stumble across the room to turn it off. By then, I am wide awake, so there is no point on spending the time that I usually waste in bed, therefore I am ready and writing this at this hour.
I really have no idea what to talk about, actually. This is not helping my cause.
Maybe I should do homework since I'm up so early..... Nah.
I have eight days (not including today) until I am officially a sophomore in college. I'm actually not coming home until next Friday though, but still, eight days until I can finally respirate without wondering if I should be doing something more productive.
My floor is having a bonfire tonight, but I don't think I'm going because I have a crap ton of exams between this week and next week that I need to be studying for (which I should be doing now, but whatever. Bite me.). Bleh.
I'm really hungry.
The weather has been so beautiful for the past few days that I really just want to run around in the grass and bask in the sun and do absolutely NOTHING.
Okay, I really need to stop complaining...
I really have no idea what else to talk about, so I'm just going to end it here. I feel like this was a really pointless post, but whatever.
This is going to be quick because I'm really tired. But it has come to my attention that net neutrality is becoming serious. Net neutrality is hard for me to explain so I am going to be very brief and then give you links and Hank's video for better information and how to take action.
The internet has become an economic issue. It used to be that internet access used to be free right? Now we have cable companies and phone carriers charging us to be able to have that access. Hank makes a point in his video that a cable company has caused Netflix to run slower to increase their HBO sales (HBO usually costs extra from what I'm aware). If things continue on this path sites like YouTube and Netflix will have to pay more for their viewers to have access to their sites. This could eventually lead to higher subscription fees and more advertising.
So here is Hank's video:
The following is a link to a website that can give you more information on how to take action, one of which is donating (that pops up right away).
And this last one is a link to a Harry Potter Alliance page that explains more in debt on this topic and will also allow you to send an email directly to the FCC. DO NOT leave a comment for the FCC. The previous link might mention you could do that (Hank also mentioned it), but leaving a comment requires to give an address that can be viewed by the public. Emailing them directly asks for email, state, and zip code and I did not see anything about that information being made public.
I guess it's finally time for me to post, huh? It's been awhile.
I want to clarify at first that the only reason I didn't tell you guys at first was because I wanted a little time for myself to get over it. Otherwise I would be crying all over my keyboard as I type out my amazing week. Oh look.. I guess I can't even avoid tears anyways. They just don't stop.
I'm writing from the heart right now, so I apologize for all the sadness.
I'm fine for the most part, so don't worry. It's just weird.
Anyways, so.. Luis and I broke up on Friday night. We weren't really connecting anymore, nor were we even able to hang out without arguing. In a mutual agreement, we decided to split up and grow up a little. In the future, if we both still want each other, then we'll get back together. But for now as we both go to school and grow up a little.. I'm alone.
I spent seventeen years by myself, so you'd think that being alone isn't difficult. But when I think ahead.. it just feels.. lonely. I know I'll get over it. But.. bah.
The worst feeling in the world is knowing I'm going to be alone on my birthday. My parents have work, and now I don't have Luis to come over and hug me to death for my birthday. No kitten. :c I have never been alone for my birthday. I'll probably be fine, but when I think about it, I just feel.. extremely sad.
Well. That's one part of my week. I'm gonna go dry my eyes real quick.
On the other hand, both my managers were fired. So now we don't have and set managers, and managers are coming in from different stores to run my store and its just.. so much change at once. I also have potato loads of homework. I need for things to slow down. I just want to have a day where nothing happens. I want to be able to sit in bed all day and just.. do nothing. Maybe play a game, or read all day. I want one day without work or school. Just one. But it'll probably be awhile. At least until we get new managers. For now I am the only "manager" at the store.
Oh yeah, for those of you who don't know. I got promoted as well last week. I am now a keyholder. So basically I just open and close the store, count registers, and go to the bank. I also have to make sure the store follows market plan. Yayyy. At least I'm gonna be busy.
I'm gonna stop here. Buh-bye.
